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online nicks are: beybikuLet & hOnEybAbE. moody. talkative. passionate. romantic. sensitive. sweet. gullible. introvert. naughty. kikay. impatient. sentimental. pikon. shy. pero makulet. sometimes weird. tactless. palatawa. understanding. sometimes bitchy. God fearing. loves my family. couch potato. trusts and falls in love easily.and btw, i'm vain.




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Monday, July 17, 2006

moved

huhu i hate to say goodbye to this blog. pero nagpalit na po ako ng site.

visit my new home.. http://cher-ishable.blogspot.com.. uhm medyo di pa masyadong tapos pag-edit ng layout at pag-update ng links. pero sinimulan ko lang gumawa na ng entry.

mami-miss ko ang blog kong ito..

chEr chilled at 02:09 // (2) grooved with me

Sunday, July 16, 2006

moving soon

Hmm I'm moving soon.. Hindi ng bahay.. hehe url lang po. Naguguluhan nako sa way ng pag-gawa ko ng entries e. Titinuan ko na ng konti.. hehehe

chEr chilled at 02:50 // (2) grooved with me

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

im feeling these songs siyet...

Share ko lang.. Mood swings....hehehe


Jealous - Nina

Jealous of the girl who caught your eye
One of my darker days
When you looked at her where was I
Should have been in her place
Here I'am all alone imagining
What might have been
What could have been
If I have been there

CHORUS:
Jealous of the one whose arms are around you
If she's keeping you satistied
Jealous of the one who finally found you
Made your sun and your stars collide
Lalalalalalala, she's a very very lucky girl
Lalalalalalala

Jealous of the girl who won your heart
They say it's a a perfect match
She's gonna get to be where you are
And it don't get better than that
She'll say your fine
Whisper words I wish were mine
What might have been
What could have been
If I have been there

BRIDGE:
And you know i'd fight the good fight
If I thought I'd change your mind
But if she makes you happy
Then i'll leave the dream behind
Man she better treat you right
And give you everything
Coz the moment that she doesn't
I'll be waiting in the *wings


Kasalanan ko ba - Neocolours

Ibang-iba ang nadarama
Ng puso ko sa iyo
'Di ko na kaya ang
Umiwas pa sa piling mo

Alam ko mayroon ng nagmamahal sa iyo
Bakit ngayon ka pa
Natagpuan sa buhay kong ito

CHORUS:
Kasalanan ko ba
Kung iniibig kita?
'Di ko naman sinasadya ang mahalin kita (ang mahalin kita)
Kasalanan ko ba kung ang nadarama
Ay pag-ibig na tapat?
Mapipigil ko ba kung mahal kitang talaga

Nagtitiis at nangangamba
Sa tuwing kasama mo siya
Hanggang kailan ko ba madadala
Ang pagdaramdam

CHORUS:
Kasalanan ko ba
Kung iniibig kita?
'Di ko naman sinasadya ang mahalin kita (ang mahalin kita)
Kasalanan ko ba kung ang nadarama
Ay pag-ibig na tapat?
Mapipigil ko ba kung mahal kitang talaga

BRIDGE:
Umaasa pa
Magising akong kapiling ka
At 'di na mawawalay pa

CHORUS:
Kasalanan ko ba
Kung iniibig kita?
'Di ko naman sinasadya ang mahalin kita (ang mahalin kita)
Kasalanan ko ba kung ang nadarama
Ay pag-ibig na tapat?
Mapipigil ko ba kung mahal kitang talaga
Kasalanan ba?

chEr chilled at 09:13 // (3) grooved with me

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

italy

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Italy won the 2006 FIFA World Cup.. Congratulations! Hehehe plastic, Germany kase gusto ko sana. Kaso 3rd lang sila, kaya sana France na lang, they lost naman. Pero ok lang, at least ang team namin ni Beb, nasa 3rd pa rin, even if England and Brazil didnt make it.

Hmm I didnt see the game, nakalimutan ko, kaasar diba? Palibhasa di yun teams namin ang maglalaban. But thats ok, nakita ko na lang tapos na and masayang masaya ang Italians. Hehe

So there!!!

chEr chilled at 12:17 // (8) grooved with me

Sunday, July 09, 2006

superman returns

Image and video hosting by TinyPicOMG!! As in OHMYGAWD!!! Hehehe I finally saw Superman Returns on the big screen.. At talagang big pa, I watched it at IMAX.

Dapat kasama ko bloggers manonood, nagyaya ako sa kanila last saturday kahit inuubo-ubo ako.. Hehehe sorry girls, di ko na mapigilan manood. May nagyaya, kaya go ako. Pero pag tutuloy tayo, sasama pa rin ako. Wala ako pakielam kahit ulit ulitin ko sya mapanood. Ang gwapo kase.. Ooops sabi ko kay Hanagirl, di nako pwede ma-in love kay superman. Heehehe

Super excited ako mapanood. Ang tagal ko hinintay to. I was still young nung time ng Superman 4. And sad syempre when I found out Mr. Reeves had an accident and cant play Superman/Clark Kent anymore. So parang wala nang superman? Sad diba. And then I heard na magkakaron nga uli, kaso sino gaganap. May nagsabi pa si Nicolas Cage, yeah he's gwapo (and he's my crush) kaso parang di bagay sa kanya.

And then last year, balita nga na magkakaron na ng Superman Returns and di kilala yun bida.. At first medyo kakaasar diba, kase di naman kilala.. Kaso, sabi ko gwapo din.. hehehehe

So, I went to the movies with this new guy, Bryan. I met him sa Myspace, and nagkaka-text na po kame. Nagyaya tuloy manood ng Superman Returns at Imax. Napa-oo na rin ako, tutal wala pa naman nag-confirm ng oo sa bloggistas na manood ng thursday. Agahan ko raw sana pumunta ng MOA para makapag-dinner pa. Pero ang hirap makakuha ng taxi, kaya I got there before 9. Mag-start na movie.. hehehe

Swerte ng loko, nakakuha magandang pwesto. Sa pinakataas and gitnang gitna, so kita buong screen. And ang ganda lalo ng dating ng sounds :) cool!!!

Sarap manood don ha, 3D ba naman... Sulit 350 bucks mo.. Kaso I didnt pay for it, sus kung ako magbabayad ng ticket ko maloloka ata ako.. After the movie, isip kame where to eat, since wala na bukas sa MOA. And popcorn lang nakain namin sa loob..

BTW, I saw Mauie and her boyfriend Marlon pa. Blogger din, pero di na sya nagba-blog ata ngayon, I tried visiting her blog, iba na may ari. Gusto ko sana lapitan, nahiya lang ako. Before, madalas mangyari nasa iisang lugar kaming dalawa at the same time din, di lang kame magkakitaan, or kase syempre di naman tlga kame magkakilala in person, sa blog lang. Pero this time, nakita ko sya. Di ko lang talaga malapitan sa hiya ko. Di ko na rin sila napansin na pumasok ng cinema e.

Anyways, yon nga, after the movie punta kame ng Blue wave, and we had coffee na lang. Wala na rin makainan. We stayed there til 3am, kwentuhan lang kame. Aliw naman ako sa kanya, may kakulitan din. Tawa tuloy ako ng tawa buti di ako inatake ng ubo ko. Hehehe

Guilty lang syempre, I didnt tell Beb. Ang alam nya, friends kasama ko.

Pero friday, nagkita naman kame ni Beb. Finally! After two weeks uli, nagkita kame. Kunyari nag-relieve sya, so we stayed lang sa rooftop and we're both smiling and hugging all night. I'm so happy to finally see him. Naka smile lang kame pareho.. Sobrang na-miss ko sya.

He was busy all week, kase nga reformat ang ANC, bago na schedule nya and pamatay naman. Halos hindi ko na sya makausap and maka-text sa sobrang dami ng ginagawa nya. Nung thursday, buong araw ko di narinig yun boses nya. He called me sa cell mga 11:30 nung thursday, akala nya tapos na yun movie and mag-goodnight lang daw sya. Di ako makalabas naman, kase ang haba ng row sa loob and nasa gitna nga kame. So drop ko na lang tawag nya.. Asar tuloy ako, kase miss na miss ko sya.

I went home 5:30 na.. hehehe

Last night, I went out uli. 3 nights in a row, napagastos na naman ako. I left home ng past 4pm, went to Jhem's. And then we went to Cityland, meet yun dati nyang ofcmate, nagyaya kase uminom. We went to Pasig, sa house ni Dada. Uminom, and then 11ish, we went to Pier 1 sa may likod ng Metrowalk. Meet Bryan there. Inom uli, we stayed there till 2.

Grabe may mga nangyari pa na nakakaloka. Like yun Dada, nag-away sila ng boyfriend nya, witness kame, katakot. Iniwan tuloy namin, kaya balik Metrowalk and nag-coffee na lang kaming tatlo (Jhem, Bry and me). We left 4am na rin.

Image and video hosting by TinyPicBtw, nung friday pala, I bought a new pair of Havies.. yun dragon, nakisuyo ako kay Alei, kase maganda rin naman. Gusto ko kase nung metallic na gold/bronze/brown ek ek.. Tsaka limited edition lang ata.. So nagpabili nako, tapos on August may darating na summer ata, so baka bumili uli ako. Hihihi aliw..

Sobrang natuwa naman din ako sa new pair ko. After 8 months, ngayon lang nasundan yun havies ko. Hehehe

I loved it, cant wait to wear it no. Hehehe

chEr chilled at 14:46 // (5) grooved with me

Saturday, July 01, 2006

getting better

Hello! Hehehe I was sick for 4 days. I thought simple ubo and headache lang. But then while in the office at 4ish, i was cold na and i was coughing constantly and my dad saw me na. He asked if I'm sick, sabi ko no, masama lang pakiramdam.. Aba ayon, later sya rin nagpababa saken. He asked me na magpabili na raw ako ng gamot at mag-rest na ako.

So, natulog ako.. hihi... Pero ka-text ko lang din si Beb...

Wednesday to friday, absent nako. I stayed in my room lang, spent most of the time lying in bed. Sleeping... Texting... Listening to my Ipod. As much as I wanted to go online, di naman ako makatayo and hello.... may saket na mag-internet pa.. hehehe... Pero nakanood pa ako ng CSI on wednesday.

Super busy si Beb at work kaya ayon, syempre di makuhang bumisita. Dami sila ginagawaa para sa relaunching nila on monday. Halos walang tulog at pahinga Beb ko...

So yesterday, I went to see a doctor na. Bumaba na raw lagnat ko, and I dont need antibiotic naman na rin. Sa weather lang daw to kaya ako nilagnat. Thats good. Kaso, til now, wala ako panlasa.. Gutom na gutom nako, di ako makakain.. :(

Superman.
So kamusta naman? Sa mga nakanood na, inggit na inggit ako sa inyo.. Sobrang naghintay ako masundan yun Superman. Kesyo ang dami dami sinabi na gaganap, puros di naman bagay. I think, si Brandon Routh he looks like the late Christopher Reeve. Ang ganda sa trailer, and I cant wait to see it sa big screen. My Beb sort of promised me we'll watch this movie. He's just super busy sa work. He said, gusto nya mapanood with me kase Im a big fan of Superman and Smallville. Kaso, baka pwede pa sya by mid-july pa. Hindi naman kaya kawawa nako non? Para sa fan ng Superman, manonood ka ng ganon katagal? He said its ok if mapanood ko na rin, we'll watch it na lang daw uli.

*sigh* I cant wait to see this movie talaga.

chEr chilled at 13:24 // (13) grooved with me

Sunday, June 25, 2006

happy weekend :)... [edited]

I had a wonderful weekend :)

Hay... Absent ako sa work last tuesday kase ang saket saket ng teeth ko, natanggal po kase molar band ko. So I went to the dentist, and now ayos na hihihi...

Tapos, last friday na-pressure naman daw ako sa work. Naloka ang lola nyo.. May delivery pala kame ng friday and I didnt finish yun mga invoices ko... And that morning sila magde-deliver, di ko ginawa nung thursday. Katawa pa, kase halos di ko pinapansin mga text messages ni Beb... Ang pinansin ko lang na text was, Theyie's forwarded message. Napaniwala ako sis.. hehehehe syempre, tamang windang ako sa work tapos makaka-rcv ka ng ganong text so di ko inintindi.. And reaction ko lang was "HUWAT??? Single to nung nakilala ko, ikakasal agad????" hehehehe and then, text back ako at sinagot ako ng check your calendar hehehe natawa ako and napa-oo nga noh... Forward ko nga rin sa mga friends ko na di masyado madalas ang communications at sari saring reaction nakuha ko. Na-gago pa ako nung college friend ko (na super crush ko noon).. Pati si Beb parang nagtaka sa text ko, biglang sabi na wala namang 31 ang June....

Friday evening, bored na bored ako... So since Jhem went out nung afternoon with Maira, tinanong ko kung ano plan nila. Kase nagkayayaan uminom nung tuesday e. If I want daw, punta ako kila Lalabs and inom kame. Sunduin na lang daw nila ako sa Bluementrit LRT station.. And since di naman magre-relieve si Beb.

I told Beb that I'll be going to A. Bonifacio kila Lalabs nga at iinom.. Sabi ba naman, ayain ko na lang daw sila gumimik near ABS. Tapos usap kame, sabi ko if ayaw nila, I'll meet him na lang and mag-billiards kame or mag-bar. Sige daw, tutal pwede sya lumabas.

Tapos, tumawag na ako ng cab para pumunta kila Lalabs. I was waiting for my cab na when Jhem told me na isama si Benjie kung gusto ko. Pasunurin na lang daw para may kasabay na rin kame pauwi. So I texted Benjie and nagpatawag sa work. Sunduin na lang daw nya ako and sabay na kame pumunta sa house ni Maira. And so he did, di ko na na-cancel yun cab ko kase dumating after ko makausap si Benjie. Kahiya, di ko nilabas... :(

We arrived at Maira's place ng 10ish na. Inom and kwentuhan. Niyaya ko sila sumama samin mag-billiards.. Kaso gusto nila sa Banawe lang. I told Beb na sya na lang pumunta sa Banawe and meet namin sya don, di na kame sa Gutsons.

So, meet namin sya don. Di sumama sila Maira and Jomel kase patutulugin pa si Reesee.. Sabi nila susunod sila kaya sa Banawe sila nagyaya ng bilyar. Aba, di nga sumunod, at asar pa kame ni Beb kase ang pangit ng napuntahan namin. Unlike Gutsons, may alam na namin ang crowd. Yun pinuntahan namin parang, mga pang tambay lang..

So apat lang kame naglaro, biro nyo never na naman akong nanalo.. Kahit isang game, wala.. Buti pa si Jhem na walang hilig sa bilyar, nanalo. Palit-palitan din ng kalaban.. After siguro mga 8 rounds, sabi namin inom na lang kame, though umiinom naman din kame don. Pero lipat na lang ng bar.

So we went to Bimbong sa QC. Inom at kwentuhan lang kaming apat. At kame ng Beb ko, sweet na sweet lang hehehehehe

I had a wonderful time with my friends and with Beb.. We left there mga past 3, tapos nagyaya si Benj ng coffee, kaso sarado na Starbucks. Biglang feel mag-frosty, si Jhem naman gusto fries. Ako din frosty, so we went to Wendy's Nagtahan, aba walang frosty... Ending biggie fries and biggie coke lang in-order namin at hati hati na kaming tatlo don.. hihihi went home after.

Nag-text pa si Beb, tulog na raw mga tao don and he's smoking lang. Ako naman kaka-shower ko lang coz nangamoy bar-b-que kame sa Bimbongs...

Saturday, ang alam ko di na kame tuloy ni Beb kase di raw sila matutuloy ni Mike magkita. Mike is his best friend in Zambia and kasama nya yon nung nag-Embassy kame nung first time ko na-meet si Beb.

I woke up around lunch time... Watched ng tv for a while, and niyaya ko si Jemjem na tulungan ako maglinis ng tank ni Spike. Ang laki na nya no. Kakatakot nga alisin sa tank e.. heehehhe

Kaka-start pa lang mag-linis, when I got a text from Beb that tutuloy sila ni Mike magkita and meet na rin kame at McDonalds Glorietta ng 8pm. Na-excite ako and naglinis ng tank with a smile :)

After cleaning, we had meryenda naman. Gumawa ako ng egg sandwich na nakakabusog :) hihihi sunod, naglinis naman ako ng room ko... Before 7pm, I took a shower na and nag-ready. 7ish, nag-text na si Beb that he's on his way to Makati at Starbucks na lang daw kame magkita coz Mike's there na, smoking.. hehehe

I got there 8:30, ang hirap makakuha ng cab and nagpa-gas pa si manong. Hehe excuse pa e no?

When I got there, I saw Beb smiled and sinalubong ako with a kiss. He introduced me to Mike and sabi namin pareho na magkakilala na kame. Super kwentuhan silang dalawa while nakikinig ako sa kanila and slight hirap akong intindihin. Coz ang bilis bilis magsalita nilang dalawa, lalo na si Mike. And he cant speak tagalog ng maayos. Katawa pa nga, coz pinabasa ni Beb saken mga messages nila nung on the way pa lang si Beb, kase halong english and kung ano man language nila sa Africa.. aliw...

So anyways, nagkayayaan na lang uminom. We went to Big W (ooops may ganong factor? W daw hehehe) at uminom at nagkwentuhan. Kikinig lang ako sa kanila, pero syempre kinakausap din naman nilaa ko at ang Beb ko forever sweet.. Sa totoo lang, pag magkasama kaming dalawa keber kame sa paligid. Parang wala kami pareho nakikitang mga tao and walang naririnig, just the two of us.

Pinapasakay ko si Beb nung, ano ba tawag don? Yun parang bull ba yon, na umaandar and nakakahulog.. hehehehe ayaw nya eh, he likes watching lang daw... We left past 11, Mike went home and kame ni Beb, dito dumiretso. Inabutan pa namin yun game pero di namin gusto naglalaro. Si dad nga, nakinood din sandali. Beb left here ng 2am..

I had a wonderful time with him sobra.. Tapos this afternoon before kame umalis, Beb called. Wala raw tao sa kanila, kwentuhan pa rin kame. And sabihan how much we enjoyed being with each other.

Eto pa ha, nakilig pa pala ako.. While we're at Bimbongs, Beb looked at me, smiled and said "Ang ganda mo Beb!" nyay... napangiti ako, kinilig pero nahiya.. hehehehe Wala kaya nagsasabi saken ng ganon, tapos nakatingin pa sya saken.. Even on saturday, pagdating ko sa Starbucks, sinabi na naman nya yon... Na "ang ganda mo, i love looking at you" hala...

Oh well, basta I had a great weekend... How about you?

chEr chilled at 23:48 // (7) grooved with me

Sunday, June 18, 2006

nakapag night life uli =)

Hehehehe finally, I went out dancing last night :) ang saya!

E wala naman talaga ako dapat gimik, ang kaso parang bigla akong nasa mood. And I remembered Peewee inviting me few days ago to join her and her friends at Mugen. At first I was hesitant kase di ko kilala friends nya. She said ok lang daw yon kase ayos daw kasama mga friends nya.

And then, kahapon I was cleaning my room, Gerard texted me. Tinaguan ko raw sya last week.. (nagyayaya kase sa World Trade last week, actually twice nako niyayaya nyan.. I think Big Fish ang may event last week). Anyways, parang magyayaya ng gimik. Naisip ko na lang tanungin si Peewee if tuloy sila. Kase parang gusto ko na nga gumimik. Tuloy daw sila and sama daw ako.

I texted Jhem, kahit may feeling ako di sasama yon, I tried. Aba, sige daw. Hehehe she's with Benjie (old friend namin.. 10 years ago ko pa last nakausap and nakita).. Sama na rin daw si Benj samin para may ride na rin kame. Sagot na lang namin entrance nya.

So, minadali ko paglinis ng room and nag-ready ako. I texted Peewee and told her sasama kame ni Jhem.

Jhem and Benjie came here 10ish na. Since naka-office attire ang Jhem kase may interview daw sya kahapon na ayaw naman ikwento, we dropped by Jhem's para mag-change sya. Pero di na kame bumaba ng car ni Benj. Tapos sa house naman ni Benjie nag-change din sya.

Punta na Mugen, and ang dami tao. First time ko to go there. Ang se-sexy pa nung nag-perform. Yun Mocha, Hershey and I forgot the other girl's name. Nice pa mga songs nila.. kaka-gigil tuloy sumayaw.

And so we did! :) Finally.. hehehe last ko pa yata was with Diegas nung halloween @ Decades. Went dancing and drinking.. I had fun talaga. Although, na-miss ko si Beb. Gusto ko sya kasama pag ganyang gimik. I remember tuloy the first time we've met and we went to Embassy.

Mga 2:30am nagyaya na si Jhem lumabas, gutom daw sya. Kaya kumain kame. Went home around 4ish.

World Cup
Image and video hosting by TinyPicYihee!! England won the other night... England 2-0 Trinidad and Tobago. Nakaka 2 wins na England since nag-start yun World Cup. And for sure, happy si Beb. Pinagpuyatan ko yan the other night.. Ayoko na sana tapusin, kaso aba mga 82 mins yata naka-goal ang England.. Tapos after few mins, goal uli. hihihi nabuhayan tuloy ako ng dugo.. Friday afternoon din, may laro Germany, they won.. hehehe I think last minute na yon.. Aliw!!!

chEr chilled at 14:21 // (12) grooved with me

Thursday, June 15, 2006

cranky

I've been cranky these past few days.. I'm not so sure if the reason was having my period or just being moody. Especially last week, na si Beb halos ang napag-buntungan ko. Poor baby..

Mabuti na lang he's patient with me and didnt stop in trying to make me feel better and smile. Kaya I love him e. He's so nice, na kahit anong mood ko he's there to make me smile. Di ko pa jowakers yan ha.

Oh well, pinaka-mainit ang ulo ko last thursday. I was pissed with something na di ko alam kung pano ko sasabihin dito... And then, before pumunta sa wake ng dad ng friend ko sobrang pikon na pikon ako that binato ko na brush ko and comb. Muntik na rin cellphone ko... Ganon kainit ulo ko, na gusto ko lahat ng mahawakan ko ihagis ko na. Di ko maintindihan and di ako makangiti. Tapos may cramps pa ako nyan. Bad vibes talaga.. syet..

Nakakainis.

But then, I was ok na rin after.. Lalo na nung nandon na sa wake, kase nagkakakulitan kame mga friends ko.

Oh, last tuesday pala, Beb went here nung afternoon. Ayain sana nya ako to see Omen, ang kaso di sya mai-relieve nung isang artist. Kaya he decided to come over na lang and spend the afternoon with me.

Friday, I had a wonderful morning.. Aba biglang nung lunch time, sumama ang loob ko sa dad ko. Sa sobrang sama ng loob ko, di na ako pumasok after lunch. I went to Jhem's place and tumambay lang don. Nakipagkulitan with Kurt and yosi at kwentuhan lang kame.

And then, nagpa-pedicure.. Syempre ano pa ba rin ibang pwedeng gawin pag bad mood ka diba? And ayon, Beb told me magre-relieve sya and if I want to come over daw. Of course... Nag-ready ako and sumabay ako kay Queng. Kase may imi-meet sya sa Off the Grill. Super gutom nako non, pero di na ako kumain don. Since gutom din si Beb, sa canteen na lang kame pareho kumain.

When I got there, and after namin kumain ni Beb, he hugged me so tight and he said Tatampo saken tong Beb ko e. Masama loob saken.. and then, hug ko na rin sya and sabi ko, wala na yon.

I left ABS 4ish.. When I got home, we talked on the phone pa. I went to sleep around 6ish na yata. Saturday noon, I went to Jhem's place again.. we made spaghetti...

Hay grabe, tell you the truth marami pa akong bad moods last week, halos everyday.

Today, 8 months na since Beb and I are seeing each other. He's so sweet and he sent me a super sweet message this morning. And it really made me smile. Actually, every morning when I get messages from him, I always smile. Kase ang cute and sweet palagi ng mga text nya saken. I love him so much..

So ayan, ang bilis ng araw.. Weekend na naman.. Im not sure if magkikita kame ni Beb bukas.

Okay, eto na nga di ko matiis.. I want to share with you guys yun text nya saken this morning...

Hi beb... I've been smiling since I got to work coz these eight months with you have been wonderful with lots of fond memories which I will treasure so much... Being with you just makes me smile coz of the happy feeling that I get whenever we're together.. I love you so much and I hope you feel the love that I feel for you coz I know that I will not get tired of loving you... Though we've had our ups and downs it has made us grow to be with each other. And I know and feel your love and the way you care for me whenever we're together. I will not get tired of loving you beb... Mwah I love you so much my sweet darling... I love you so much...

Aint he sweet?

chEr chilled at 22:54 // (6) grooved with me

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

weebee!!!!

Welcome back Jhem! Hehehe ang drama pa before no?

My dear friend is back!! For good :) Yahoo!!!

Last week, she told me uuwi na sya. Few weeks ago I know uuwi sya this June, pero di pa sure non. But last week, sabi nga darating sya ng sunday. Excited kame ni Bes nya syempre, even Mylo. Gusto rin naming lahat na umuwi sya.

Ang nakapag-decide lang naman talaga sa kanya to go home e yung pagka-lungkot nya. At first ok lang e.. But yun girl na kasabay nya sana umalis na naiwan ng plane pero sumunod din, umuwi dito last week. Nalungkot din kase, naiwan two kids dito. Nainggit si Jhem kaya nag-decide sya biglaan to go home na at wag na ituloy paghahanap ng work don.

Our plan is to surprise everyone sa house nila. Bes called up tita para ipaalam si Kurt na we'll go to Star City kunyari... Excited pa nga si Kurt.

Kaso biglang nung sunday nagkaron idea mga tao sa house nila na kinagulat namin ni Mhw (Bes) kase nagtanong si Issa if nandito na raw ate nya. Yon pala, naidaldal na ng mga kapitbahay nila.

Image and video hosting by TinyPicSo after fetching Kurt, ako naman sinundo nila Mhw. Si Kurt medyo tahimik pa, I asked him where we're going, sa airport daw hehehe I asked if excited ba sya, di nagsalita and parang tulala na di mo maintindihan. I'm pretty sure, excited yon and di lang maipakita.

Pagdating na airport, syempre tuwang tuwa kame. Una si Kurt deadma pa, I told him to get out of the car at salubungin mommy nya. Si Mauxine nga mas na-excite pa na bumaba at sumalubong.. Btw, Mauxine is Mhw's daughter.. kasama rin hubby nya.

Image and video hosting by TinyPicWe went to Star City na rin talaga coz na-excite na mga kidlets. Pagpasok, sabi kain daw muna. So lumabas uli kame and we went to Harbour, we ate at Teriyaki Boy, its my first time hihihi... I love Japanese foods... Kakain uli ako dyan for sure :)

Went back sa Star City and nag-rides yun dalawa, si Jeff (hubby of Bes) lagi kasama nila. Hehehe kase nagka-catch up kame mga girlets.

I missed Jhem sobra, sabi nga ni Beb obvious daw kase lagi ko sinasabi sa kanya na natutuwa ako uuwi na best friend ko.

After mag-Star City, went to Jhem's place and ayon si tita alam na nga talaga.. Hehehehe nagpa-inom pa si Jhem.. nyay.. hihi

Stayed there till 12ish.. Si Atty lang ata nagulat, kase she didnt go home pala nung sat evening. After namin kase mag-MOA, she went to her friends house at nag-poker. Umuwi lang sya nung sunday evening kaya nagulat sya when she saw Jhem.

I didnt go to church with my family.. di rin ako nakasama sa dinner :( hehehe but thats ok. Nag-uwi naman sila.. Di na sila tumuloy mag-Dad's kase wala naman daw ako and di pwede mag-take home diba. Kaya kumain uli sila sa Kwang Tong.. And na-excite ako kumain nung fish na may tofu talap talap...

666
Hmm 666 today.. hehehe gusto nga ni Beb sana manuod ng Omen. Kaso di sya mai-relieve dahil conflict schedule nung isang graphic artist sa sched nya. So he decided to come over na lang.

Isu-surprise nya sana ako. Kaso nahalata pala nya na parang may tampo ako. Kase di sya gaano text, I thought cold sya or something. Dame daw pinagawa producer nya. Yesterday din parang ganon, tampo ako. I thought late sya, well medyo nga. Kaso wala raw load both phones nya kaya di pa nya ako ma-text and di makatawag kase nga tulog pa ako. Baka di ibigay (pag tatay ko kase nakakasagot di ako pinapagising e). E di ko rin alam wala load isang phone nya kaya ayon.

So he called me after ng program nya, he asked ano gagawin ko today. And if its ok daw to come over. Oo naman diba. Hehehe... So he went here and nood kame tv.. Buti wala ako syado ginagawa sa ofc kase natapos ko lahat ng trabaho ko last night.

Nakanood pa kame ng Lost.. He didnt stay long, kase balik pa sya sa ABS. Kaya yon.. But I'm so happy makita sya. Moody lang kase ako kaya siguro tampo tampo ek ek ako.. I have my period na kase this noon. Kaya pala sensitive na naman aketch.

Cute cute ng Beb ko.. Kagigil.. ang sarap i-hug...

chEr chilled at 23:42 // (4) grooved with me

Sunday, June 04, 2006

wazzup wazzup

Hehehehe

Hala, tagal na naman mag-update.. Pasensya na mga peeps..

So kamusta naman buhay buhay? Bored to death....

My Puerto Galera with RX friends didnt push through.. Naging Tagaytay ang plan, udlot din. Urghhh

Kase naman, akala namin 4 kame sure to go to Galera, and naghihintay na lang ng ibang kasama. Kaso, ako a week before nalaman ko na di nako pwede, kase may shipment kame darating nung week na mag-Galera ako. Di pwede mag-absent... hmmm and then I cant remember ano pa isang reason kung baket di natuloy. So suggest ako, Tagaytay na lang at least nakapag-out of town pa rin and balikan pa, pwede ako lumabas. Nag-post ako sa list, may mga naging interesado pero di pwede nag weekday.. Meron din interesado pero hanggang sabi lang na mukhang ok at di naman mag-confirm... Two days before nung trip, I texted Reese and alanganin na raw sya coz may biglaang pinagkakagastusan... hmmm Ken texted me and asked me to call him, he said he cant na rin kase he has to go to the doctor.. Aba, dalawa na lang kame ni Markie. Kaya ayan, di na natuloy.

Tapos may movie date kame dapat ng mga bloggistas that friday... na-udlot din kase nga akala ko tuloy ang Tagaytay.. Si Amgine galing naman ng Batangas. I think si Theyie di na sure.. So re-sched kame. Dunno when nga lang.. Sila Tin, Joyce and Ish uhm sayang sila lang ang mga free na nung friday. Kaso naman late na nalaman na di ako tutuloy ng Tagaytay.. Sorry girls ha.. I hope next time matuloy na talaga..

Thursday night, uminom kame ni Mark. Niyaya din si Reggie kaso di na nagparamdam nung papunta hanggang nandon na kame ni Mark. We had 2 bottles each lang, tapos garlic mushroom and pork sisig.. hehehe sarap... We went sa Giligans pala in Makati. Dapat mag-coffee pa kaso wala kame maisip na ok and na madadalian ako kumuha ng cab.

Beb, didnt go to work that evening (thurs) kase pagod na sya. And nag-relieve kase sya nung friday. Since monday may training sya after ng work nya. Papasok sya ng 7am-1pm, tapos training nya til 5pm, papasok uli sya ng 6-11pm.. Aba kawawa naman yun mahal ko no. Mababago kase sched nya soon... So mas maikli na time namin to talk and text.. uy talk and text hehehe...

Oh well, thats ok. So since di natuloy lahat ng lakad ko nung friday, I went to see Beb na lang at work. I got there around 12 na yata, bale saturday na.. And I left ng 4. I missed him so much.. Two weeks din kame di nagkita.

PBB Teen
Image and video hosting by TinyPicHmm inabutan ko last night yun Big Night last night.

Kim Chiu is the PBB Teen Big Winner. She's cute, she has gorgeous smile.. Di ako nanonood nito sa totoo lang... Pero when I see them at home na nanonood, syempre nakikita ko sya.. I find her cute talaga.

Kaso parang obvious last night na sya mananalo. Ang ganda ganda ng gown nya, compare kay Claire. Tapos yun guys, syempre di naman kailangan bongacious suot nila diba, pero basta halata pa rin. Ewan ko ha...

Pero ang laki ng lamang ng votes nya kila Claire and Gerald. Kahit kay Mikee, halos doble ng votes ni Mikee nakuha ni Kim... Cute cute nya ngumiti..

La lang.. hehehe

X-MEN: The Last Stand
Image and video hosting by TinyPic Last wednesday, my anak anakan Jemjem and I went to see X-Men. Ang ganda ha. And I doubt na eto na nga ang last na X-Men.

Gusto sana namin ni Beb kame magkasama manood, kaso walang chance and time. Since busy sya at work and lam mo na.. hehehe..

Pero sabi nya Superman Returns, gusto nya talaga mapanood with me because I'm such a Smallville fan daw. Gusto na nga nya rin makanood ng Smallville e, kaso di nya maabutan palagi, because of work. I cant wait na rin for Superman Returns kase fan nga talaga ako ng Superman. I've seen all 4 Superman movies sa cinema nung bata pa. And ayon, pati nga Smallville... Last week ata of June papalabas e.

Anyways, maganda lahat ng X-Men.. Pero sa tatlo, 1 ang di ko gusto.. But still nagandahan din ako.. Tapos ayon, tutuwa ako kila Iceman, Angel pati kay Beast.. Yun iba dito pa lang lumabas sa 3rd cut, so pano mo masasabi last na to? hehehehe

Mall of Asia
Hmm I went there kahapon. Biglaan.. Niyaya ako ni Nhea mag-Glorietta, may bibilihin sya. And then, nung magmi-meet na kame, mag Mall of Asia na lang daw kame, coz opening din ng store ng friend nya. Kaya don kame nagpunta. Nakakatawa pa, kase Queng called mung nung lunch, she's back here in Manila. And sabi nya punta rin sya dapat Glorietta kaya magkita na lang kame. Aba while naghihintay kame ni Nhea ng cab, I saw Queng's car... Kasama kids, they're going to MOA din.. so sumabay na kame.

Amazing.. ang laki nga talaga.. Kaso bwiset, umulan ng malakas... Tapos nagkahiwalay pa kame nila Queng, isa pa walang signal..... Asar sobra, kaya yon.. nahirapan pa kame umuwi ni Atty.. We had coffee at Gloria Jeans, hmm 2 years din ako di nakapag-Gloria Jeans..

Super hanap kame ni Nhea ng mga boutique... Naloka ako, tapos ang layo na ng nararating namin, puro kainan at kung ano anong stores lang nakikita namin. And nung nakakita kame ng mga store na hinahanap nya talaga, sarado pa.. Tapos ayon, kaloka.

Pero nakakatuwa naman.. Ang dami lang tao, tapos mainit pa nung nagpunta kame, tapos biglang umulan ng malakas, sumaket lang ulo ko. Isa pa, kase nga meron part na aircon meron hindi.. So kakasaket talaga ng ulo, inet lamig...

So there.. heheehehe

chEr chilled at 11:03 // (5) grooved with me

Thursday, May 18, 2006

ishtufid

I feel stupid sobra.

I dont know kung baket ba naman kase... I sent W a message sa friendster, I think last sunday. And di na sya uli nag log in after. Syempre nakita na nya sa email nya that I sent him a message diba. So di na sya uli nag log in don para talagang di mabasa message ko. Pero his secret account (stussy), aba within 24 hours pa rin last log in. Kinamusta ko lang naman. Para lang sabihin din na, sana maging ok na rin kame. 5 and a half years din yon, for old times sake man lang.

Para lang din matapos tapos na talaga.

E baket pa nga naman ba kase ako nag-message pa? Akala ko kase kahit papano baka basahin din at magka-ayos din kame diba. He knows me naman e. And noon pa, pag pinag-uusapan namin na if ever maghiwalay kame, we'll be friends pa rin.

Nakakapikon lang. Baket sya ganon diba? Sya pa mayabang na wag ako pansinin. To think sya may malaking kasalanan sakin.

O sige, pagpalagay natin kunyari na di totoo yun secret account nya, tapos pinagbintangan ko sya... Di na ba nya tlga ako dapat pansinin din? Parang ako pa masamang tao ngayon.

Inis lang ako sobra. Di na talaga... yoko na mag-message sa kanya ever. Kapal ng mukha nya sobra.

Anyways, may sinat yata ako. Medyo masama pakiramdam ko this afternoon and medyo mainit nga raw ako sabi ni Issa. I went to Jem's place kase this evening. Naki-chika kay Nhea and nag-yosi na rin.

Talked to Beb, ang sweet nya sobra. Kainis din. hehehe

chEr chilled at 00:40 // (15) grooved with me

Sunday, May 14, 2006

im baaaack!!!!

Finally!!! I got my cpu back! :)

I miss my blog so much.. and I miss your blogs too!!! :)

Salamat sa mga di nagsawa dumaan at mag-check kung may update na...

Anyways, its been 3 weeks since my dear Jem left. And I miss her so much! Salamat sa text at YM! :) She's doing good naman daw and I think may work na sya. I havent chatted with her for few days na rin, since wala nga ako magamit. Panay singit lang ako sa ofc or sa pc ng brother ko para lang maka-chat ko sya.

Ok ano ba mga nangyari since nawala ako? Uhm, ayon trabaho lang. Met up with my RX friends 2 weeks ago.. We're supposed to go to Esquinita, first time ko sana kaso di natuloy since di nagdatingan yun iba, and di kame handa na may entrance pala pag friday. And dahil konti, tinamad na, so we went to Guilly's instead.

Meet kame sa Starbucks sa Loop and then pinakilala ko si Beb sa kanila. Kinulit na naman ako ni Bobby at natuwa si Beb sa kanya. Kay Markie ako sumabay, from Makati to QC. When we got to the Loop, andon na si Bobby, ang aga naman kase. Pati si Jong and his gf, Lindsay. Si Dada Al sumunod na lang sa Guilly's. Inom lang konti.

Susunod dapat si Beb, kaso andon pala si wifey. Di na lang, and I saw her lam nyo ba.. Hehehehe kaso di malapitan, sinabi ni Beb ano suot ni wifey. Nung slight nakita ko yun suot, and nakita ko papunta sya restroom, takbo ang lola nyo. Kaso nasa cubicle na sya pagpasok ko, so I didnt see her talaga. Pasok ako sa katabi, kaso ang tagal nya kaya nag-wiwi na lang din ako. When I heard lumabas na sya ng cubicle, nagmadali ako. I thought magsasalamin pa sya or at least mag-wash ng hands.. Kaso nasa labas na, nagmadali din ako hehehe ayon, likod lang nakita ko.

Di ko nga alam ano mararamdaman ko e. And after Guilly's I went to see Beb na lang sa work, and don lang kame.

I went to the dentist kinabukasan, wow ang saket ng ipin ko. Kaya pala tanong si doc kung may lakad ako that evening kase sobra higpit pala. Sankatutak na alambre nilagay, ang saket.

Nagkita uli kame ni Beb ng sunday. Ikot ikot lang sa Glorietta.

And then, last friday uli May 5 punta uli ako kay Beb, biglaan. Ayon pag-uwi ko kinabukasan masama pakiramdam ko hehehe...

5 consecutive days masaket ang ulo ko and masama pakiramdam pero di ako nag-absent. Sakto pa, may period ako. So lam mo yon, tahimik lang ako and nakayuko, iidlip idlip.

Saturday evening pa non, I went out and meet ko si Charlyn, aba last year pa kame last nagkita. Ayon, inom lang sandali. Umuwi rin ako mga past 1 yata. I think I saw Mo Twister pa, sa pioneer ba nakatira yon? hehe

And then, ayan the other night, friday I went out na naman. Meet ko uli mga listers na kasama ko rin 2 weeks ago. Dinner at Gerry's in Makati na di na naman dumating yun iba, kainis diba? After dinner, we went to Starbucks in Greenbelt. Coffee na lang, Reese and Charl followed. Minadali ko na sila kase meet pa kame ni Beb.

Billiards kaming dalawa, aliw. First time ko to, naglaro ng billiards tapos dadalawa lang kame. Asar, 5 games di ako nanalo ni minsan. Inom, ayon may tama akong umuwi. Tawang tawa si Beb saken kase gegewang gewang nako. Hehehe kahit ako natawa sa sarili ko e. Pag-uwi, borlog ako. Kaya si Beb super usap kame while nasa cab ako kase nakakatulog talaga ako, grrrr....

And today, Beb went here. Meet kame at McDo for breakfast and went here. He ate lunch with us, buong family.. uy... and then I made tacos. Sumabay na sya samin pag-alis, papunta kame church and pauwi na sya.

Ayon lang. So far, yan ang update ng buhay ko ng 3 weeks na pagkatahimik. hehehe boring siyet.

Happy Mother's day sa mga mom's dyan.. and sa mga moms nyo. Speaking of which, I have to call mum!

Goodnight!!!

chEr chilled at 22:24 // (4) grooved with me

Sunday, April 23, 2006

find luck in dubai

My best friend of 14 years left yesterday for Dubai. To find her luck and to practice independence. Yes, she had a son and she still lives with her tita and relatives, with her friends around. She was never alone, sa sobrang dami ng kaibigan nya at nagmamahal sa kanya. She's our Miss Friendship sobra.

I met her nung 2nd year high school kame, and since then lagi na kame magkasama. And isa pa, magkabilang street lang kame. Ang dami rin nagsabi we look a like, di ko alam kung paano pero maraming beses ko na narinig, ewan ko lang sya.

Sya ang movie date ko nung high school, every saturday we'll hit the moviehouse na kakatuwa at kasya pa ang 70 bucks each na budget. Greenbelt na kame nakakanood nyan. Kasama ko sa simbang gabi, and spoiled saken. Never kame nag-away, tampuhan lang and nagkatiisan for few days pero pag nagka-sorihan na, parang walang nangyari.

And yes, eto yun friend ko na galit kay W and kinainisan ko ng minsan, dahil sa ayaw nya sa mga nagiging boyfriends ko and ibang stuffs. Pero kung iisipin ko, sya pa rin ang friend ko na palaging nandyan.

These past few weeks and mga last weeks nya dito, I try to spend so much time with her dahil aalis na nga sya. Kaya pag nagyaya sya lumabas, sumasama agad ako, pag pinapunta ako sa house nila, pupunta ako. Kaya nung gusto nya magkaron ng surprise party sa despedida nya, I made it happen. With the help of Mhw syempre, Mhw is Jem's Bessy... Best friend nya sa lahat ng best friends nya.. hehehe

Thursday night, nagyaya yan mag-coffee with Mhw. Tapos Peewee and Cyle followed. We had coffee at Starbucks Rockwell, and yon nga sure na raw ang alis nya ng 22. She has her iterinary na and kukunin ang ticket ng friday. That night, di ko pa masyado na-feel yun lungkot. Yeah na-sad ako syempre, pero di pa masyado nag-sink in saken yun saket sa loob, you know.

And friday, last day nya dito.. nagyaya uminom, treat ko raw sya tig-1 bottle kame. Sige sabi ko, dapat dito kame sa house, so nagpabili nako ng beer. Pero nagbago, di na sya pinalabas ni tita so I went to her place na lang, Nhea joined us din. Naging tig-3 bottles kame, super sleepy nako pero parang ayoko umuwi. Di ko alam kung i-iiyak ko or ipapakita ko lang na parang wala saken.

Pero friday noon, I kind of cried na. Napansin ni Beb na medyo nagka-cryola nako.. Pero ang totoo din, dalawa silang reason sa lungkot ko. Anyway, I went back sa ofc baka mapagalitan ako at tagal ko dito sa room ko. Syempre inayos ko sarili ko para naman di nila makita na umiyak ako. Kaso si ate Weng, sabi parang bagong gising daw ako, yuko na lang ako and I went sa table ko sa sulok and yumuko at nag-trabaho.

I went home almost 2am na rin, and I was sad kase sandali na lang alis na si Jem. She asked me na sumama sa airport paghatid, syempre gusto ko. Mhw didnt go na kase may pasok sya and ayaw na nya makita si Jem dahil malulungkot lang daw sya. Like thursday night, last nilang kita aba parang mag-jowa no. Pagba-bye nila, nag-hug and umiyak for few seconds.. pag bitiw, wala nang lingunan at tinginan.. diretso si Jem samin nila Peewee and si Mhw pumasok ng car nya.

I really hate farewells. Pagkahatid kay Jem, I just told her to bring always her ticket, passport and money pag pumupunta kahit san. Check nya lagi gamit nya. And I wished her goodluck sa path napili nya, and that in case na walang mangyari bumalik lang sya dito. And that we'll take care of Kurt, and that she'll be missed for sure. Sabi ko magkikita kita pa rin kame ng mga friends nya na mga kilala na namin.. Like yan nga sila Mhw and sila Maira.

Pagkahatid sa kanya and pagkabalik namin sa house nila, nagkayayaan kame ni atty mag-breakfast at Mcdo kasama si Kurt. So we did.. Kurt's okay naman. Di mukhang malungkot. When we asked him san pupunta si mommy nya sabi nya sa Dubai. And nung tinanong ko ano gagawin ni mommy don eto sagot nya iipon ng pera. He didnt say a word while nasa sasakyan kame on the way to the airport, and even nung nagpapaalam na si Jem. Ang tahimik nya na mas kinakatakot ko. Pero ok din yon for Jem, kase di sya lalo malulungkot at di nya nakitang umiiyak anak nya. Sabi lang namin, kaya siguro ganon lang si Kurt, di pa nya naiintindihan kung anong ginawa ng mommy nya. At di nya naiintindihan kung gaano katagal nyang hindi makikita si Jem. Mabuti na lang at maka-lola sya kesa mommy nya hehehe...

On the way home, teary eyed nako and halos di kame nag-uusap nila Maira and nila Nhea sa sasakyan. And when I got home, I cried and naisip ko sobra na umalis na ang best friend ko. Hindi ko na sya makukulet anytime. Of course may text pa naman, pero you know.. iba pa rin yun andyan lang sya sa kabilang street and pwede ko bulabugin anytime.

Well I just wish maging ok talaga sya don. I know she will, strong naman yon and matapang sobra.

Btw, I went to see Beb nung thursday afternoon sa Glorietta. Bumili swimsuit sa Tomato, pasuyo ni Jem lang. And nakakita ako ng bag, hala napabili tuloy ako. Ok lang, at least kita ko san naman napunta sweldo ko hehehe..

And then we stayed sa foodchoices and nag-Quickly. Stayed there for 20-30mins siguro. Tapos we went here na. He left ng past 7, and yon nga Jem fetched me na para pumunta kila Mhw.

I miss her so much! I never thought na magiging ganito epekto saken pagka-miss ko sa kanya.

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Monday, April 10, 2006

lazy me

Hmm I dont know pero parang these couple of weeks, natatamad ako mag-update :(

Well, anyway.. Ano na nga ba nangyari since last week?

Oh, di pa natuloy si Jem nung sunday umalis, next sunday na lang daw.

We had dinner last tuesday. Kausap ko si Beb nung afternoon, parang ginutom ako and gusto ko lumabas kase. Puntahan ko na nga lang sana sya non e, kaso kukulangin na sa time dahil 3 na yon, and papasok pa sya ng 6. Bibyahe pa ako papuntang QC diba.

Ginawa ko, si Peewee ang tinext ko and niyaya ko mag-dinner. Sige daw, and sama daw Jem. And nasa RP si Jem kasama si Kurt, pero sige sama daw sya. Wag daw sa sosyalin resto ang request ni Peewee since ang Jem e, nagsabing treat daw namin sya. Gerry's and Dencio's ang sinuggest ko. Ang Jem, gusto sa Dencio's, syempre ang Zoilo sa Dencio's nagwo-work. Ang kaso lang, ayoko service ng Dencio's.

Oh well, nasunod yun aalis diba. Kaya past 6, Peewee fetched us na. Pati gas, share din kame ni Peewee..

We went to Dencio's Harbourview, kasama rin si Kurt. Ang kulet nga rin, kaso pagod na sya kakaikot nila sa RP kaya nung super tagal nung food namin, galit na ang Kurt. Biruin nyo, ang order lang namin e sinigang na baboy and sizzling sisig mga 40mins namin hinintay??? Pati nga water na hiningi namin, 48 years bago dumating. Panay follow-up na kame.

Sa sobrang inis naming tatlo, walang tip kaming iniwan. Kakahiya man kaso panget talaga ng service. Isa pa, yun 40mins namin paghihintay ang sinigang namin walang inet im telling you. And ang sizzling sisig.. hindi sizzling.. parang niluto na sya, pero pag ilalagay na sa table mo don lang nila ilalagay sa sizzling plate yun sisig.. so mainet lang sya. Ganon lang po. Grrr

Hmpf.. nakatulog ang Kurt before kami matapos kumain. Hinatid namin sa house nila Jem, and nag-coffee kame. Sa Rockwell kame na Starbucks nagpunta. Kwentuhan lang for a while, ewan ko nga ba baket nagkayayaan pa ng coffee e sobra na kaming mga antok at pagod. Hehehe 11ish, we called it a night and went home. Nakausap ko pa si Beb :)

Gosh, alam nyo ba eto ang pinakamatagal di kame nagkita ni Beb? Two freaking weeks... I last saw him pag-uwi namin from Laiya. And yesterday lang uli kame nagkita. Whew.. I missed him so much, grabe. Monday pa lang, we were counting the days na para magkikita kame.

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Well, he went here ng mga lunch time. Ipagluluto ko dapat sya ng steamed fish, kaso yun binili nilang lapu lapu, pina-slice pang fillet asar no. Pero nag-request din sya ng carbonara e, kaya yon na lang ginawa namin for meryenda. Pareho kame nagluto... uy sweet.. hehehehe busog na busog ang loko.

After kumain, pinakita ko sa kanya mga pictures sa Galera and Laiya pati yun pictures namin ng mga listers, may isang person kase ako pinakita sa kanya na basta.. hehehehe syempre pati mga ebidensya ng body shots nakita nya, at mga pictures ni W.

Oh, speaking of W, nakapag-log in sya sa friendster nya ha. At eto yun friendster nya na ako ang gumawa. Aksidente ko nakita, kase I was browsing my cousin's account gagawan ko kase ng testi ang kulet kase. Since isang page lang naman yun list of friends nya, andon syempre si Werner, at aba last log in: 24 hours hahaha e parang the other night lang din that nagba-browse ako, more than 3 weeks pa yon.

Anyways, he changed his password na and his last name, iniwan lang nya yun first name nya. O diba, sinubukan ko pa rin i-log in. And eto ka pa.. in-accept pa nya yun testi na ginawa ko sa kanya before I broke up with him hahahaha ewan ko ba.. baket naman kaya pa nya in-accept yon? Oh well, nagulat lang din ako kase may lakas na sya ng loob to open it na alam nyang malalaman ko pa rin diba. Hmmm wish ko lang nakita nya mga pictures namin ni Beb sa friendster.

Ayon.. happy ako sobra that I saw my Beb na. I had a great time with him yesterday, quality time sobra.

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